wasabiwasabi blog

for the first time in a loooong time i really love my job, really enjoy what i do and what i work on… and there’s so much potential here… but now i feel like moving again… have that strong itch to move out of the country, out of SD… it’d be nice to still be able to work here and do that… who knows, maybe this feeling will pass soon… i’m just ready for that next step in life… owning a house / getting married / having kids / living in a totally different location… whatever it may be… i just want to feel like i’m actually an adult… not some inbetweener who’s stuck in a rut

i want to travel so badly……

“Peace is not the absence of stress or problems, but that in the midst of them, God is one’s strength.”

Funny, I’m supposed to create the booklet for retreat, but the topic is on Contentment and given my current living situation, things are FAR from content… I was wondering how I was going to possibly create a cover for this topic when all I feel is anger, but then I read this line in one of the email threads about the booklet and I think I sort of understand now…

angry swimming doesn’t get you very far… first time i haven’t been able to tune everything else in the world out while doing laps… i’m sure the completely full pool didn’t help either, but it was a disappointing workout.

sigh.