wasabiwasabi blog

no more… i’m starting to freak out about the fact that it’s august and i still haven’t been able to take care of my rollover 401k from veoh, or any of my finances in general… that it’s august and i still haven’t scheduled a doc/dentist/optometrist appointment for my trip in november… that it’s august and i still haven’t written my fundraising letter for my trip and i need to raise A LOT more money… it’s august and i haven’t even been able to enjoy summer at all! geez, talk about burnout… i have no time for anything i have to do, let alone anything i want to do either.

at this rate i’ll never meet someone and get married lol

WHERE DID 2011 GO?!?

gah. [freak out post]

for the first time in a loooong time i really love my job, really enjoy what i do and what i work on… and there’s so much potential here… but now i feel like moving again… have that strong itch to move out of the country, out of SD… it’d be nice to still be able to work here and do that… who knows, maybe this feeling will pass soon… i’m just ready for that next step in life… owning a house / getting married / having kids / living in a totally different location… whatever it may be… i just want to feel like i’m actually an adult… not some inbetweener who’s stuck in a rut

i want to travel so badly……

“Peace is not the absence of stress or problems, but that in the midst of them, God is one’s strength.”

Funny, I’m supposed to create the booklet for retreat, but the topic is on Contentment and given my current living situation, things are FAR from content… I was wondering how I was going to possibly create a cover for this topic when all I feel is anger, but then I read this line in one of the email threads about the booklet and I think I sort of understand now…